The speaker is restless, losing sleep while imagining a different future. The repeated choice to stop “counting dollars” and count stars instead suggests turning attention away from money and toward hopes, possibilities, or a more meaningful life. The mood is energetic but conflicted: the speaker wants change and feels drawn toward risks, while recognizing that the right choice is not always clear.
Several images express that uncertainty. Life is compared to a “swinging vine,” suggesting movement and the need to reach across a gap without knowing exactly where one will land. “Flashing signs” may represent clues or opportunities that the speaker is trying to notice. The lines about money burning and lessons sinking in a river suggest letting go of wealth or past experiences, though the image does not specify exactly what is being left behind. “Everything that kills me makes me feel alive” is a paradox: painful or dangerous experiences can also feel intense and thrilling.
The lyrics can be read as a rejection of a life focused only on earning money or following rules, but they do not present a simple, settled solution. The speaker admits feeling that both “doing the wrong thing” and “doing the right thing” can be troubling. Counting stars may mean choosing dreams over financial measures, or simply reaching for something beyond ordinary concerns.