wasteful thoughts
lxtinsheep
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It's hard to breathe
It's hard to sleep
It's hard to be
Someone that's not myself
Cuz I just hide behind a screen
I cover up my face
I'm antisocial, that's just me
I'll tell my story once again and pop up on your feed
It's hard to breathe
It's hard to sleep
It's hard to be
Someone that's not myself
Cuz I just hide behind a screen
I cover up my face
I'm antisocial, that's just me
I'll tell my story once again and pop up on your feed
Listen close I really don't you to go
I fucking hate myself that's just something that I want you to know
I'm having trouble sleeping
When I do it's every evening
I can't even call you
When I do it's never ringing
I wanna redo my past
Do it again just to make sure we last
Ball up emotions, hide em really fast
If I show em it'll end in a flash
Honestly that's nothing new
Been around and always used
Tossed and turned I'm a fool
Tossed and turned I'm a fool
Tossed and turned I'm a fool
I know doesn't make sense
Now I'm close to the end
I have lost all my friends
Now it's time to begin
Cuz I'm close the end
If I lose move on
I'll be gone
I get it I know that I'm wrong
That is the reason I'm writing this song
I Don't wanna feel so I pick up a bong
I'm beating my heart out my chest
When I do I know I'm finna rest
Nobody was there by my side
When I really did try my best
I feel dead inside
The demons took over my head
It cost me everything I had
I promise it's real, what I've said
It's not a lie just hear me out please
Don't close the door on me
Why can't you see
I'm suffering
I'm on my knees
I'm begging
I'm pleading
Can't you see all the bleeding
Don't leave me by myself
I'm all alone hung on a shelf
I wanna redo my past
Do it again just to make sure we last
Ball up emotions, hide em really fast
If I show em it'll end in a flash
Honestly that's nothing new
Been around and always used
Tossed and turned I'm a fool
Tossed and turned I'm a fool
Tossed and turned I'm a fool
I wanna redo my past
Do it again just to make sure we last
Ball up emotions, hide em really fast
If I show em it'll end in a flash
Honestly that's nothing new
Been around and always used
Tossed and turned I'm a fool
Tossed and turned I'm a fool
Tossed and turned I'm a fool