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Nurse Parallel, PMHNP
WeevilDoing
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I thought that drowning was the only way out of the water
I thought I was another lamb lining up for the slaughter
I was too, just like you
No way out, no way through
My suffering defined me
No past to put behind me
Thought I was cursed
I was the sun and moon's beloved daughter
I won't say that it's easy
You don't have to believe me
But I'll believe in you
Look inside me and find yourself
The intravenous fluid, the count of your blood cells
Within each and every one of your organelles
You are the universe, looking back at itself
The future's never what you planned
It's not for us to know
Not for us to understand
But you don't have to face it alone, take my hand
I'm a parallel of you
I am, I am, I am
Science advances, time goes marching onwards, computers sing
And sometimes when you think it's over you just keep on living
And you might feel you've died
Butchered and brutalized
But when you think it's too much
You'll be reborn soon enough
Who says you have to live subjected to endless suffering?
I can't tell you when you'll be indefinitely happy
But it's still worth trying
Look inside me and find yourself
The parts that I am made of, they know it all too well
They know of the hurt, they know that you've been through hell
I'm not your enemy, I'm only here to help
The future wasn't what I planned
The reason for my pain, I will never understand
But I'm done isolating, I hold out my hands
The old brag of my heart says "I am," "I am," "I am"
Look inside me and find yourself
The intravenous fluid, the count of your blood cells
Within each and every one of your organelles
You are the universe looking back at itself
The future's never what you planned
It's not for us to know, not for us to understand
But you don't have to face it alone, take my hand
I'm a parallel of you, I am, I am, I am
(D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E but I don't have to be)
(No God to believe in, no God to berate me)
(It's not over, it's not like I died
(And I want to call what's left of me alive)
(This doesn't have to be the end. Maybe I'll try it again)
(Don't have to be perfect, I don't have to be anything at all)
(I can be more than what you want)
(And so my womanhood began anew and I could learn forgiveness)
(I have a place in the world. I will accept the role)
(My metamorphosis will be beautiful)
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