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Pride Chose For You
Queen Butterfly
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I still fight myself most days
Cause half of me still wants to call
Half of me still hopes your name
Lights up my phone after all
And I hate that I miss you
After all the hell we crossed
I hate that love don't disappear
Just because somebody's lost
I gave you chances, chance by chance
Stood there with my heart wide open
Tried to warn you, tried to love you
While everything we had got broken
And you can hate how I said it
You can hate how loud I got
But deep down where truth still lives
You know I lied about nothing
I know you know I was right
Even if you never say it
I know pride keeps you quiet
But guilt don't let you escape it
You gave me up for strangers
Faces glowing through a screen
Chose people you had never touched
Over blood that would never leave
And I can forgive the lies
Cause I loved you through the worst
But I can't keep bleeding daily
Just to prove I loved you first
You know I would've showed up
No questions, no receipt
If the world turned on you tomorrow
You know you could call on me
That's the part that hurts the deepest
That's the part I can't explain
I loved you without conditions
You loved me when it was safe
And I watched your pride get hungry
Watched your ego take the wheel
Watched you stand beside the people
You knew weren't even real
You saw what they were made of
You saw it with your eyes
And I know somewhere inside you
That truth still keeps you up at night
I know you know I was right
Even if you never say it
I know pride keeps you quiet
But guilt don't let you escape it
You gave me up for strangers
Faces glowing through a screen
Chose people you had never touched
Over blood that would never leave
And I can forgive the lies
Cause I loved you through the worst
But I can't keep bleeding daily
Just to prove I loved you first
I wish we could fix it
God knows I do
I wish your heart would outrun
The pride inside of you
I wish you'd say I'm sorry
I wish I could say it too
For every word we weaponized
When the pain got too cruel
Cause we both went too far
Said things we can't unhear
Built a wall out of anger
Where love used to live here
But I need you to know this
Even if you never call my phone
I loved you all the way through it
Even when you let me go
I know you know I was right
Even if you never say it
I know pride keeps you quiet
But guilt don't let you escape it
You gave me up for strangers
Faces glowing through a screen
Chose people you had never touched
Over blood that would never leave
And I can forgive the lies
Cause I loved you through the worst
But I can't keep bleeding daily
Just to prove I loved you first
I'm okay now
I have to be
I'm still here
But I'm setting me free
I'll always love you
That part is true
But I can't carry the pain
That pride chose for you