why did i fail
Noktis
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It's not like before
I left and regret it
When you shut the door
I tried to accept it
And let it heal with time it's all I've got
Told everyone I'm fine or so I thought
Days turn to weeks
And weeks into seasons
The sunlight retreats
I'm still here not sleeping
I tell myself I'll leave it in the past
It's really not too bad
But under all of that
I miss you
So why did I fail
You said what we had was so real
I'm searching for closure
All the nights in your bed
On a loop in my head
Over and over again
So how did we fall
Was it timing or me after all
Cause it's all consuming
Each word that you said
Living on in my head
Over and over again
So why did I fail
I've still got your books
You said I should keep them
Reminds me of you
Small talks in the evening
I fixate on the habits that I lost
And pick apart my actions to a fault
But I promise
I'm actively
Trying to get through
To get to the scene
Where I finally forget you
The movies we watched
They're ending like us
And it feels like I'm fine until
I miss you
So why did I fail
You said what we had was so real
I'm searching for closure
All the nights in your bed
On a loop in my head
Over and over again
So how did we fall
Was it timing or me after all
Cause it's all consuming
Each word that you said
Living on in my head
Over and over again
So why did I fail