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Lu$if
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They say they hate me but they love me when I'm sober
I'm a low cunt, gamble feelings like it's poker
Gambled my living, now I guess my living is over
Stuck in depression I'm feeling, never feeling closure (aye)
Gave my heart, like an donor
I'm in the past, I'm a smoker
I'm puffing grass cause brah I am a stoner
Look at the way they put me last for exposure (oi, aye)
I'm puffing shatter and batter, I'm scattered, it don't matter
I thought I had her but fuck I'm outta that chapter
Cause the factor is hammered to flatter my feelings and bladder
But outta respect for my girl and world, Imma battle that blabber
You say I'm the issue, but it is you
Sick in my mind, can't fix it with no damn tissue
Spliffs in my eyes, I fix it because I lit two
Bitch Imma die, to the old me bro I miss you (miss you)
Should I listen to the angel or the devil?
It's painful that I'm embezzled, from mates and I mean several
And I still settle, thinking they're special and on my level
But let me tell y'all, I'm gentle but sentimental so bitch I'm a rebel
That wrestles with feelings I'm feeling so I'm hitting a vessel to feel a feeling
I'm killing inside, heating up like a kettle
I'm sitting inside my feelings like that shits a kennel
I'm sterile, with flower, no petals, I devour powder for the mental (aye)
Everybody say they hate me when I'm high
But let me say I'm crazy otherwise
The sober life got me feeling suicide
Bite the knife, Imma die cause the drugs I threw aside
I put my hurt in the work of words
Reversed my birth (aye)
I'm under dirt coerced
I verse the earth trying to divert the hearse
But my thirst to slurp the drink made me think it couldn't curse me worse
I'm lighting buds, fighting love, trying to work my quirks
I'm high above, fighting drugs like I'm berserk with perc's
She find our love in the trust of a Birkin purse
I try to trust but it's fucked, I get worse and worse
I'd rather a loving missus over a couple bitches
I heal with drugs not hugs and kisses but she loved and fixed it
I saw her love, I'm addicted, I'm deep in drugs, and struggle with it
For her I'll quit it, but word I'm a troubled spirit
I puff indica and sativa, feeling weaker, gaining love from a beaker
I trust the weed blunts, puffing on the reefer
'Til the reaper, come behind me and he creeps up
I smoke the kief up, cough like a fever
Pour up, pour up and drink another fucking litre
'Til I have a seizure, I'm a high achiever, God I'm eager to meet ya, your my teacher
I got no mates, what's a day one? (day one)
I'm insane in the brain so I blaze blunts (blaze blunts)
I'm in pain and the pain made me crave bud
All my mates are fake, I don't even got to say nun' (say nun')
Not a day goes by they don't ask me
For money, then they claim that they love me
It's funny that I still trust them
But to be honest, to the end it's fuck friends
Lost all my mates, I got replaced by snakes
I found my place in pain and now I face the strains
I chase the flame, embrace the way they break my name in vein
No grace remains, cause I became insane (became insane)
I need space, I fiend a blaze
I don't speak I pray (pray)
But either way Imma still fight (still fight)
Still fight for my life
Imma still try (still try)
Pills fry all my brain
I'm rapping and whacking packets 'til I'm collapsing
Adapting to what happened, I'm attacking the feelings that're back in
My dreams are lacking, I need to tap in, I've been relapsing,
The scenes of unhappiness are stacking so I've been slacking
I hop up in the booth room and I get to yapping
Got Lu$if on the bluetooth as my mind blackens
While I'm chatting about the new route that I'm unpacking
My fatality makes me spit the flames just I'm like a dragon
14, sold 4 beans to 4 fiends
More fiends came forward for all the morphine
My weed had everyone's eyes red like some chlorine
My tree had every cunt fried, guess, it was foreseen
Didn't wanna live like this but did at the same time
I didn't wanna live like shit but didn't have shame for crime
Didn't wanna live then commit so bitch I made rhymes
Rapped about the way I felt then somehow hit my fame prime
Had mates at school, others throwing up gang signs
Lad fuck the rules, we all growing with the same mind
Bags made my fuel, I wasn't living by the baseline
Had to stay cool, cause I'm blowing up space high
Fuck staying chill, I didn't know how to
I was stuck chasing thrills what has living come down to
Bro's stuck taking pills, even after he vowed to
Never touch another but he just looked at me and he downed two
Now I live through out new feelings that amount to
This boulder on my shoulder that boldens the fact about truth
Hold up, I roll up and take it in with all these loud fumes
He went to rehab now there's codeine inside his mount dew
I guess I'm trying to say be careful who's around you
Some people don't feel your enough, and will live without you
But just find a crowd who be loyal and allows you
To be yourself cause now there's no masking yourself, you're now you
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