jester
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I think I wanna be the fool.
I'll blink and take the leap but I gotta keep my cool
Could sink into you like a cold pool
Will you say my name and know every weapon's essentially a tool
I'm into breaking every rule I spent making
just drink and let the sphinxes duel
Big fire eat small fire
Entirely inspired
sings hymn in me
Until i ascend higher
Sins in my vicinity
I'm finna be
A figment of your fantasy if you let me
Signant ring to seal me in if I means you don't forget me
And I know that that wish is malignant but i think you get me
Praying hard you happy you met me
Cause right now it's my year of shame and bones
And fear of making homes
And tryna shake the feeling I'm alone
I wish you could've seen me on my throne
But it's realer if you don't
Gotta tell myself it's realer if you
Something sexy bout the feel of loosing hope
Or choosing to let go
This an ode to coping via throat
Transmuting through everything I wrote
Then broke
In a moments hesitation made a flame and let it choke
I wish you met me back when I was full
Best testament to my pull
I'm hesitant to look you in the skull
And let you flood my head with light i like it dull
Just enough to need a knife i need to like me
First and most of all
What's an idea worth
On what does it depend
And is it less at work
Than when it's baked for friends
Does someone always say I'm sorry just to make amends
And what's the rate for trading hate for a brand new lens
I was never good sticking to particular trends
Trauma showed me I can always see the zero in tens
When mama couldn't hold me told it to a couple of pens
Ink and thinking are my signature blend
Sink into the marijuana like it's fixing the men
And I'm a boy when I'm drinking your beer
But I'm a man when I'm shrinking in fear
I'm a hand shaking wiping a tear
Haven't had a good point in a year
Hit the joint like it's making me queer
On another level
Mother whispers you're the devil
Then again a god let me hear
Guess the message was clear
I am cursed and I am blessed in a different ear
I am blessed and I am cursed in a different ear