Heartbeat
RudyWade & LeGrand
Popularity ยท Low
YouTube
Searching YouTube...
Lyrics
Scared to be by myself
More of everyone else
Whose idea was this hell?
Has me petrified, has me paralyzed
Rest my head on the pillows, in my bed made of nails
All I want is to peacefully sleep
Stare at the clock on the wall
Watch the rain turn to hail
Pessimism festers in me
Heartbeat, heartbeat, beat like a drum
Overthinking 'till the damage is done
LCD, keep my cortex numb
It's a part of me I don't wanna see
Heartbeat, heartbeat, beat like a bludgeon
Everyone's watching, everyone's searching
Can't sleep, can't sleep, sync with the sun
It's a part of me, my anxiety
I can't fall asleep (ahhhh), there's voices in my head
Like anxiety (ahhhh), mixed with words I should have said
I try to brush it off, but my brain won't comply
I stayed awake in bed for hours, I can't lie
There must be something wrong with me
I don't deserve to speak
Cover my face so I can breathe
I don't wanna be seen
I put my flaws behind a smile half the time
But there's no hiding from the silence in the night
Rest my head on the pillows, in my bed made of nails
All I want is to peacefully sleep
Stare at the clock on the wall
Watch the rain turn to hail
Pessimism festers in me
Heartbeat, heartbeat, beat like a drum
Overthinking 'till the damage is done
LCD, keep my cortex numb
It's a part of me I don't wanna see
Heartbeat, heartbeat, beat like a bludgeon
Everyone's watching, everyone's searching
Can't sleep, can't sleep, sync with the sun
It's a part of me, my anxiety