Mood Swings

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I don't wanna have these mood swings My mind changes like mood rings I don't wanna think this way no more My thoughts are so confusing What do you think, I'm happy? That I'm glad to be alive? They hate me 'cause I'm crazy My mind's racing all the time I gotta be the best of rap in this I said, "I'm gonna take a stab at it" I creep in just like a pathogen Practicing, my flow's immaculate Woah, my flow's immaculatе Take this beat, and I'mma tackle it Blow my brains out aftеr rappin' this Oh, I'm havin' a mood swing I hate the way I am, I don't think that I understand it Broken beyond repairment Unfixable and I'm damaged Craving love, needing purpose Still, I feel I don't deserve this So many battles I'm fighting Yet barely scratching the surface Unstable can't keep focus No control over my emotions Up and down we go like rollercoasters Someone tell me when the mood swing's over Bitch I'm just a bit psycho from this life This mind, got a sick eye, and I can't Control the shit, I feel inside Homie, this why the music thrive in it And I'm better off with demons, homie, I carry those Only time I let 'em out, through the stereo Here we go again Still got the merry-go I put the burden down when they lower me in my burial When I die, I hope my funeral is a mosh pit (Woo) Tell everybody to pull up exhausted (Woo) Just so that you know how I feel when I'm down Walkin' around without shit in my pockets (Oh) You should make time, the studio, great vibes The truth is, I've been afraid of my monsters (Woo) Tryna fake a smile, I don't make you smile Truthfully, I feel like an imposter Now I got a problem with the people that be livin' in my head And the therapy and the medication fixed a little problem But the side effects were worse than what I did when on a read Anytime you see me smile, know it took a lot of effort to protect My inner life but darkness with me every step Got me runnin' out of breath, I don't ever get no rest The truth is, when you see me smile I'm fuckin' depressed Unstable can't keep focus No control over my emotions Up and down we go like rollercoasters Someone tell me when the mood swing's over I got mood swings, what do you think? Bipolar, I'm so confusing Some days I'm moving, but 8AM the next day I lay in bed snoozing like I don't want to do things So depressed, oh and yes How the going gets tough, my stress just coalesced I'm probably going to load the tech and blow my head I say goodbye to life, and hello to death But am I gonna stop? I will not 'Cause I don't feel hot, so I got's to pill pop A couple little xans when I'm illin' a chill dock I'm probably gonna rot inside a still box Kinda mellow when I feel lowkey 'Til the pills wear off, then I get ugly I pop a Phetamine and Ketamine, I'm gettin' mean You better be ready for the Vendetta, got a head of steam Oh my god, psychotic's what I'm labeled Abuse Narcotics, mentally unstable Fucked in my head, been stuck in my ways though Then again, I've been an erupting volcano (Woo) My day starts with a smile first Then flip it upside down frown, I'm hurt But 'til them wheels fall off and my tires burst The show goes on, you ready for the fireworks? (Woah) Unstable can't keep focus No control over my emotions Up and down we go like rollercoasters Someone tell me when the mood swing's over