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The Heaviest Weight

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And time will tell If I can make it out alive I'm not myself It's keeping me awake at night And it's comatose The light behind my eyes is black Can't die alone But all I do is wait for that Compare myself to everybody Until I hate my fucking body I know: nothing that I do is healthy But I can't change. Somebody, help me Because it tears me apart, until there's nothing left And the heaviest weight is always in my chest So, I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this I'm thinking all of these thoughts that I don't want to have It's just a matter of time 'til I can't take it back So, I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this But I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I'm 'a give it all the time that it takes me Well, my patience is down But I'll wait this out There's nothing left but all the pain that I've been facing There's nothing left in my head Don't mess with my head Build you up, and all you do is try to break me Feeling like I've been alone so long Everything you do I know you do it to erase me Everything you do I know you do it to erase My heart is gone, and everyone I love dies Compare myself to everybody Beyond, I look into your pale eyes Not over you. I tried Until I hate my fucking body You're torturing me I know nothing that I do is healthy But I can't change. Somebody, help me Help me Help me Because it tears me apart, until there's nothing left And the heaviest weight is always in my chest So, I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this You tear me apart in such a pretty way Wish I could say all the things you know I want to say So, I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this But I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that And I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this But I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that I don't want that But I don't want that