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Have You Tried Meditation?
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My phone is glued to my face surgically
And it might be too late for me
I self destruct the second I have nothing to occupy me
I'm like a kid
I need someone to schedule my activities
Nobody wants to play with me
I put bad things in my body
Subconsciously
Trying to be annoying enough
That you'll get mad and then I can be all self-righteous about that
Okay
I did it
Somebody check my homework
Somebody validate this
Check this off my to-do list
Wow, clarity!
I might check some emails
I might go for a walk
I might kill you if you
Look at me
Or make that noise
Or breath in my vicinity
Now we only got one thing to do
Sit here just me and you and
Stare at each other
May I remind you that I love you?
So it's too late to go back
There's too much weird stuff to unpack
And I'm too spacey to stay mad
So I keep throwing this ball at the wall
And it keeps coming back
But when you think about it
What is so surprising about that?
The wall is hard and that hurts my feelings
But if it was soft I'd probably just call it a little bitch
And that's why therapists
Believe that I am competent
I'm published and I cite myself
Oh sorry I was zoning out
I don't fuck with sincerity
Unless it's making fun of me
I was reading my own blog instead of listening
Somebody peer review this
Somebody please edit this
Check check check check check this out
Wow, serenity!
I might get up early
But I might just sit in bed
I might throw up if you keep sending me poetry
Fuck you
Don't tell me what to do
Don't tell me to do what I want
Cause I'm already doing that, thank you
Sorry
For saying fuck you
And I might burn out on this
I might just sit in silence
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