Relapse
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Every time you've returned to me
I'd watch myself deteriorate
Waking up in the same routine
You could never feel my pain
These sleepless nights are unforgiving
I need you more than you could ever imagine
My broken past engulfs me in the darkness
I need you now, I need you more than ever
You said you'd always be there
But then you disappeared
You left me bruised and bleeding
Trapped inside my head
How much I miss your smile
Eyes filled with desire
I know it's wrong to feel this
But I don't give a fuck
Somewhere inside the abyss
You'll find my shattered sanity
Now
I'm just a shell of a being
A faint consciousness longing to disappear
Haunted
by my
darkest memories
Crucified
By thorns of my own mind
This scene being beautified
It leads me to relapse
When time is not enough
You cannot heal what's harmed
Accept me in your arms
The damage isโ
Done
Somewhere inside the abyss
You'll find
What is left of me
Flesh
And
Bones
Accept me in your arms
And lead me to relapse
Crucified
By thorns of my own mind
This scene being beautified
It leads me to relapse
(Every time you'd) When time is not enough (return to me)
(I'd watch) You cannot heal what's harmed (myself deteriorate)
(Waking up) Accept me in your arms (in the same routine)
(You could never feel my ) And lead me toโ (pain)
Relapse
And to think it was even worth it
I
Destroyed my entire life for you
I won't be able to forgive you
For
Everything you've done to me