Soon As I Get Home
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The speaker is addressing a loved one after some kind of separation or hurt. She misses him, regrets what has happened, and promises to repair the relationship when she returns. The emotion moves from worry about losing him to apology and hopeful pleading for another chance. Her repeated promise suggests strong commitment, though it does not explain exactly what went wrong.
โMake it up to youโ is an idiom meaning to do something to compensate for a mistake or hurt. โSleepless nightsโ and โlonely daysโ show how much the separation affects her: she cannot stop thinking about him. When she says she wants him to โforget about the past,โ she is asking him not to let earlier problems prevent them from trying again.
The lyrics leave the cause of the conflict unclear, so the apology could refer to a specific mistake or to more general relationship trouble. Her promises to โdo what I gotta doโ sound determined, but they are broad rather than a description of a concrete change. The song can therefore be heard both as a sincere expression of love and as an emotional appeal whose success depends on whether the other person is willing to trust her again.