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In a classroom
Two thousand six
Reading a book
Thought no one would see
Then the lady
Behind my back
Pulled out my hair
Said "can't you behave?"
A few years later
A birthday party
I was invited
Just to be laughed at
Velvet curtains
Where I was hiding
Begging my mom
To bring me back to my house
They said I was a different kid
They never knew
How to deal with me
My eyes were lost
Always dreaming
All around me a grey haze
Inside my head
I built a place
Where a little kid
Could feel safe
Where a voice said
You, dear, will have better
You, dear, will have more
Self loath is not forever
Will come a time
When you will shine
And forget
All of this
Then in high school
At seventeen
Losing weight
To make people love me
In the mirror
Bones and skin
A walking mess
That no one could fix
They said I was more feminine
They finally saw the beauty in me
My eyes were dull
No more dreaming
Losing breath in the grey haze
Inside my head
I built a place
Where a little kid
Could feel safe
Where a voice said
You, dear, will have better
You, dear, will have more
Self loath is not forever
Will come a time
When you will shine
And forget
All of this
Smell of daises and despair
Midnights talking with your friends
Don't surrender to your past
Swinging fast like teenage mood
Rusty tears
Bad attitude
Won't resent who made you blue
Spiriling down to the core
Demons calling
Rush to the phone
Aiming lower
Getting cold
Mental cages
Been my own prey
Bloody hunt
I'm losing my grace
In my place I could feel safe
Cause a voice said
You, dear, will have better
You, dear, will have more
Self loath is not forever
Will come a time
When you will shine
And forget
All of this
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