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high horse
Dame Atlas
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You sit so high, you never hear the damage
I've been bleeding quiet just to keep you comfortable
You call it distance, I call it abandonment
I stay when loving you stop making sense
You like to play angel when the lights come on
Hide the knives and tell God you were innocent
You say I changed like I wasn't drowning first
Like you didn't watch me sink and look away
I held you down while you were falling apart
You held me hostage to your version of love
You needed saving, I needed honesty
We both pretended that was the same thing
You don't see blood when it's not on your hands
You don't hear screams when they're inside my chest
I loved you harder than you loved yourself
That's not devotion, that's a death sentence
You keep your demons dressed in scripture
I keep my prayers folded with regret
You say I'm bitter, I say I survived
There's a difference you'll never learn
I would've burned the world to keep you warm
You wouldn't even reach back when I was on fire
If God was watching, he looked away too
Or maybe he knew it was meant to break me
I don't hate you, I just finally see you
And that's worse than loving you ever was
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