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Defeatist

Somegirl
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I cry in your wind And I wait and I fear And I wonder why Does the sky seem like it's been drawing near? Was I running away from me? Or was I running away from thee? From you From me Next in line of all you've known A defeatist everyone A repetition of the last But a precursor of the next Can you find the girl in me? Through my insecurities Can you find me? Is this how it needs to be A self fulfilling prophecy Complete my tragic world As cold as I can be All the things you didn't say Fluor one they sang to me I thought I'd be okay I fight for control And I hold a victory here And every day that drops me I win by less and less And if I turn around this time Then I'm walking away for good And I can feel the guilt But that means it's the end If I could explain to you Why I do these things I do A permanent sabotage Under the guise of truth And I am so confused The way I'm feeling about you I feel this about you Would you climb down from your tower I'll be waiting just for you I'll bang my head against your wall And clean the blood when I'm through When I'm searching for the calm In the hurricane of you Will you find me again too? I'll rest my head against your wall And if my heart beats one more time Will you love me again? So what secrets will you sing To the black cat in your hand Her body trembling as she searches For the softest place to land Will you kiss the spread of moisture As it lays beneath your hand And remember the sweet longing Where a trusting black cat ran Will you talk to me from sleep? Can you write to me from dreams? And I wonder where your heart lies When you're naked next to me Feel that rip in my chest Whenever you get up to leave I want you here with me Can you look me in the eye? And lie by the cat you say will do the right thing What the hell is that? What am I supposed to do When you're kissing in the moon And when I want you even more What can I do? Next in line of all you've known A defeatist everyone A repetition of the last But a precursor of the next Can you find the girl in me? Through my insecurities Can you find me?