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CONDITIONAL LOVE
The Narcissist Cookbook
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I am starting to wonder if I amโ uh
Attracted to abusive people
At the very least these people keep finding me
I guess it could be coincidence but I don't think it is
I think I go looking for them
I think a part of me wants this
I think that part of me wants strict rules
A relationship based on my ability to adhere to protocol
Explicit pass fail criteria
With no grey areas
Hoops of fire to jump through
Long nights of screaming and crying
And the peace, the calm that comes after
I don't want you to respect or value me for who I am
That is not special, anyone can do that
I want you to want more from me than that
I want you to more from me than me
I want someone who will treat me like I treat myself
I want conditional love
And if you refuse to be this person
If you say "Not me, I couldn't do that!"
That's okay
But if you are willing to learn
Then I can teach you
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