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Still Thinking About It

Brian Davis
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I been thinking 'bout it longer than I planned to Turning small moments into something I can stand to I don't spiral, I just pace around the edges Cut the truth into pieces I can message Everybody wants clarity, I want timing Every thought feels louder when I stop trying I don't say much, but my head keeps talking Whole conversations happen while I'm walking I got habits that look like discipline And discipline that feels like hiding in it I keep things light so they don't ask me why Smile like I'm good, then overthink the ride I don't miss you like a song on repeat More like static when the room gets too quiet for me If I name it, it turns real too fast So I let it stay half-said, half-past I don't stall, I just circle the thought Call that patience, call that getting caught I'm still thinking about it, not enough to speak Just enough to keep it close to me Didn't chase it, didn't shut it down Just let it live where it doesn't make a sound I don't need it to stay or go I just need it not to own me though I'm still thinking about it, yeah But I don't need it to answer back I been running mental laps around a sentence Trying not to trip on what it represents Everybody got advice they wanna give me I just nod 'cause it's easier than defending I don't play the victim, I just note the cost Every time I hesitate I pay it off I learned how to live inside the almost Where nothing's broken but nothing's honest I reply late, not 'cause I don't care I just don't trust how fast I get there Some feelings move quicker than my sense does I like distance 'cause it gives me leverage I been good at keeping doors unlocked Still acting surprised when nobody knocks If I sound calm, don't read it wrong I just learned how to carry it along I don't freeze, I just let it breathe Call that space, call that weak I'm still thinking about it, not enough to speak Just enough to keep it close to me Didn't chase it, didn't shut it down Just let it live where it doesn't make a sound I don't need it to stay or go I just need it not to own me though I'm still thinking about it, yeah But I don't need it to answer back Funny how the mind keeps score Even when you don't want more I didn't lose, I didn't win I just stayed too long within Every almost leaves a trace Every pause still takes up space I don't hate the way I am I just wish I chose it then I'm still thinking about it, that's the truth Not enough to call it you If it fades, I'll let it fade If it stays, it'll stay the same I don't need a sign or sign-off note I don't need closure, I just cope I'm still thinking about it, yeah But I'm walking while I do Still moving Still me Still thinking Just not stuck