Shitty Enuff
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Tired of seeing my own face
Hearing my own songs
Spending my own days
Tired of always doing everything
Doing it for everyone
With nothing to say
I can't feel things
I'm just tired
I'm lonely and I'm tired
I feel like I am 15 again
With expiry dates on my friendships
Sorta just wasting time alone
Why is it that just because I am depressed
I have to feel totally disconnected from my friends
Being alone is healthy sometimes
But I isolate myself and then I wanna die
Why is it that just because I'm empathetic
People feel like they can fucking forget me
I am needy too, desperate for love
I'm sensitive and broken and I depend on other people a lot
I can't always be strong
I can't always be tough
I've learned that no matter how bad I'm feeling
It's never bad enough
Tired of seeing my own face
Hearing my own voice
Following my own pace
Tired of always giving second chances
Third and fourth chances
To everyone
When I'm hurt too
And I'm tired
I'm hurt too and I'm tired
I feel like I'm 11 again
Accepting life means isolation
Means you just keep to yourself
Why is it that I don't know myself
When I used to be the only fucking thing I knew well
Being depressed is bad
Sometimes
But it also makes me look at all the things I don't do right
Like feeling that I'm the one
Who's supposed to carry everyone I love
When I'm a fucking idiot too
I'm not always great
I just want somebody to hold me and tell me I'm ok
I can't always be good
I can't always hold on
I've learned that no matter how shitty someone is
They're never shitty enough