It’s Okay to be Sick
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Yeah
There's no cure for the pain
There's no pain that you feel
Even though you don't see it
You know that it's real
You're feelin' less when it hits you
Never found the words so nobody gets you
You don't wanna talk about it, nobody lets you
Cuttin' people out when you never meant to
Yellin' at the mirror 'cause it's someone to vent you
Yeah, it's someone to vent to
Feelin's I pretend to have
Happiness I thought I had
I say I'm fine so you don't ask
For the longest time I just didn't wanna face it
I knew I needed help, I just didn't wanna say it
Whatcha gonna do? Give me medicine? I'll save it
I'm already feelin' vacant even if I wanna take it
Yeah, I hate this
But it's part of me
I'm scared just to write about this part of me
I just get in a place, don't bother me!
I'm sick of always sendin' an apology
You ask me what's wrong, man, I don't know
There's something inside, and it won't go
Suffocating, I can't even breathe slow
In the summertime every night is so cold
Lookin' at the stars fall down
Everybody sayin' that they don't gotta worry 'cause they got a lot of money
Man, it's funny, don't you get it?
What's money when your soul is still hurting?
Hold your breath, tell me what you want in thirty seconds
Could you buy that?
All this weight on my chest while I lie back
God's been callin', I ain't call back
What am I supposed to feel?
Mom sleepin' in the living room
I hear her cryin' from the other room
Man in the mirror sayin', "Get it together"
Sickness in my head sayin, "It won't get better"
If you understand, yeah, I get you
Hit back when it hits you
Let it out what is in you
Cry it out if you need to
The hardest thing to admit to, look
I tried to fit in, but I never did
I overthought everything I said and did
Lookin' back now, it's not a way to live
When the night settles in I can't settle in
'Cause the walls come down and I cave in
Fuel to the fire, light it up, and I'm flamin'
Sickness in my mind everyday that I'm tamin'
Closin' every door every day that it came in
It's not about who you were
It's about who you can become
And when the light burns out, and the call comes in
Listen to me, you don't gotta run
I know what you're going through
I'm going through it right now
And I can either let it take me, let it go and break me
Or I can just let it out
When you're feelin' like a stranger in your own house
Tryna find a little hope in a room full of doubt
Lookin' for the sun in a sea full of clouds
That's not what life's all about (Yeah)
Love yourself more than anyone else
Only you got yourself at the end of the day
Done sendin' apologies for bein' this way
Done listenin' to people who got somethin' to say
Sickness is killin' me, but I'm killin' it first
Runnin' from your problem's only makin' it worse
Dishonest with myself, who I am in a hearse
Put my pain in a verse, I guess I'm blessed with a curse
We can't change who we are
But we can own every scar
We can piece it together, or let it tear us apart
It starts in the heart
When you're goin' through somethin' you could never explain
Who am I to judge who you are in all of your pain?
Everybody gets clouds, everybody feels rain
Everybody sheds tears, everybody feels pain
I got somethin' to say
And I'ma keep sayin' it
I got somethin' that'll never change
And I'm okay with it
So be okay with it
It's okay to be sick
I'm okay with it