ALL I NEED
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Broke as fuck I've got too many bills
Lately I've been losing hope that I can move to the hills
Maybe I've been choking up on too many pills
I feel like I don't do enough, this abuse it'll kill
Refuse a refill, reduced views, losing my skill
Take a fucking break from the booth
My music'll wilt
I hate there's nothing I can do
But I'm intune with this guilt
I'll take everything that bothers me and shoot em at will
It's times like this that I wish that I kept my day job
Washing plates off for dinner, with stained tank tops
I would take my breaks in the car while playing Nate Dogg
Every single day I'd pray to God that I get laid off
Until I did then I'm back on my ass
Doing college full time tryna wake up for class
Had to walk instead of driving I can't pay for my gas
Stay up every fucking night contemplating my past
I never gave a fuck about what everybody else thought
I've been self taught with records since I was twelve dawg
Fucking hell spawn the devils up on my cell phone
Begging me to sell 'em my soul (it's a collect call)
And I'll be honest I've been thinking I'll do it
I'm been sick of dealing stress when I'm going through it
At the rate that I'm going my life will probably be ruined
I know what I should be doing but I'm afraid to pursue it
Fuck
And I don't wanna run from the pain 'cause I feel like it's all I need
There's no one in the world to stop this fire inside of me
I just gotta take my time
Heed my desires
They will not let me be
They won't ever take my life I'm a survivor
I was born to be free
But I feel like a slave I'm trapped
I'm too afraid to adapt
I've got these chains on my back
And to this pain I'm attached and
They been telling me I'm nothing then I take it as fact
They love Enkay I wanna know where Nathan is at
I don't know but I hope I see him soon
Last time I seen him he was nodding off in his room
With a bottle of vodka while he was popping in shrooms
Avoiding all of his problems like he was dodging the truth
Like I'm maybe just sick of fucking living my life
As an outcast I've been so diminished inside
Every fucking day at six I go and put on my tie
Then go to work put a smile on wishing I'd die
But I'll keep going down this lonely road
Till I'm six feet seeing holy ghosts
And God himself tryna hold me close
I feel like these rhymes are my only hope sometimes
And I don't wanna run from the pain 'cause I feel like it's all I need
There's no one in the world to stop this fire inside of me
I just wanna take my time
Heed my desires
They will not let me be
They won't ever take my life I'm a survivor
I was born to be free