Dear (Not in Headlights)
Austin is Authentic
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Fuck this camera
I ain't gon' change my standards
I still got my manners
And my charming southern grammar
Thanks to grandma
She done raised me right
Taught me how to handle mine
Dinners next to candle lights
This feel like Orlando nights
But this is not the golden type
Midas always overhyped
Me I got that buzz like I'm fucked up
And probably shouldn't drive
I'm a risk at any time
How the fuck's he still alive
How the fuck he didn't die
If there's a will he gon' survive
Tell me how the fuck I even write this
I guess I blacked out and then I had this
Madness written in my phone, and a bad bitch
Passed out, ass out looking like I smacked it, Classic
Found myself in a little pickle like Vlassic
I forgot her name when she asked it, tragic
Had to dodge the question like I'm swerving through traffic
Grabbed me by the Johnson, but it wasn't that Magic
Yeah, but it wasn't that magic
I'm just jamming out, slam it down like Shaq did
Bringing down the house, and I'm loving the reaction
I've been made whole since splitting up the fraction
Gave a piece to my boys, Piece to my girl
Peace to my parents, all I had in this World
Was a dollar and a dream, mission and a team
A vision with a gleam to live within my means
It seems, I may be the victim of a scheme
It's all down hill and it's picking up steam
I can hear their screams, cause they died around me
Kill or be murdered there ain't no in between
All on my own, all by my lonesome
Hatred in my heart, I been feeling loathsome
I ain't got a gun but I know you tote one
Hunt or be hunted everybody chose one
Ask me bitch I'ma choose survival
Fighting for my life since I chose that title
Dead inside ever since they checked her vitals
What can I say, man that was my idol
Ever since then it's a vicious cycle
Wake up one day, and I'm suicidal
Next day stuck, like I'm still in idle
Next days up, and I'm back to denial
I don't wanna smile, I don't like being me
Life is a prison, wouldn't mind being free
Remind me to breathe, Remind me to grieve
I don't have time man, but that's what I need
I need you to be there for me
Say a prayer for me, cause the player in me
Wants to play this game how it's intended to be
But I got a feeling that it's ending for me
Devil on my right and the reaper to my left
Writings on the wall and they're saying that I'm next
When I die, celebrate my life in my death
Just know I'm fighting hard 'til I take my last breath
Devil on my right and the reaper to my left
Writings on the wall and they're saying that I'm next
When I die, celebrate my life in my death
Just know I'm fighting hard 'til I take my last-
Yeah, 'Til I take my last breath
I'ma give my all, I'ma give it my best
Doesn't mean I won't ever have a misstep
But when it comes to music, I won't ever skip steps
I just gotta make it through this very tough time
Know they're on the hunt, they just wanna take mine
Finger on the trigger, yeah they got me in their sights
Grandma called me Dear, but I'm not in headlights
All on my own, all by my lonesome
Hatred in my heart, I been feeling loathsome
I ain't got a gun but I know you tote one
Hunt or be hunted everybody chose one, Man