Deception
Macntaj, TeZa Talks, Donte Peace
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Ever since I was a kid
I wanted nothing more
Than to put a smile on my father's face
And move my momma out
Of the bottom floor, of those projects
To a house somewhere on the lake
Somewhere far away with a picket fence
Before I threw it all away
Before I lost my innocence
When, when there was more in life than just trying to be accepted
How ignorant and naive one could be to depressed and, and
The hurt fell from being molested as a child
I was angry, I'll admit it I had resentment for a while
You, you never know how that shit affects you as a child
And not as a saying in my heart is manifesting in a while
Young man, not a soul and as cold
Not as a cold world
Just got a lot more colder
It was worse than a child with nothing to lose
Something to prove
My brother told me always do right
Then almost got life
I'm fucking confused
My gun and my pride
It's all that I got
And let this shit ride was what I was taught
So if I die, it'll be for my block
Your nigga was sixteen
If they kill me, I die like a man
When I'm gone, I'ma live like a legend
And the literal was always banging after me
I won't be remembered
So pour us some liquor
Stop by the house to check on my mom
Make her she good
Tell her you love her
Give her some money and take out the garbage
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Let 'em know this ain't for Quavy
Send this neighborhood a message
The things we do for acceptance
Everybody feels so lost, wondering
Oh yeah
I bought a box just to kill my dreams
Everybody feels so lost, still wondering
Love, in front of every end of that city
Well apart as eyes
Just mean
Mom is still in the street hustling, she's fifty-five
I'm paranoid someone might take her life
One thing I hate about life is reality
How come that fantasy can't be that truth and
Reality can't be that fantasy
It's got attacking me
I feel this recovery right after me
So fast, but life so slow
I feel like a fake, but momma
Her baby, a failure in life
Well fuck it, there's only two places to go
Just happened to fall on my ass
Now I'm asking my father to open his door
Just ready to go
I mean it, I mean it, I mean it
When your life
Can't break it
I am the way I am
I mean it, I mean it, I mean it
Everybody feels so lost, wondering
I to kill my dreams