Love's Been Lost
Last Second Dropout
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Look I'm sorry for all the stuff I said about you earlier
And I don't actually even really care what the world thinks about me anymore
But I hated feeling that how you saw me
Cause I guess you know me better than anybody
If you think that
Do you think its too late for me
I mean am I just doomed to be the person that I am
I know I can be selfish and narcissistic and self destructive
But underneath all that deep down
I'm a good person
And I need you to tell me that I'm good
Ever get a message from a friend
And much later realize
The whole time
They were saying goodbye
Goodbye for the last time
You thought they'd always be there
Or at least you thought they'd say it to your face?
I know I've made some mistakes
You think you've seen me at my lowest
You don't walk my valleys until I'm ready to show it
In moments when I'm weak
I get loud
I get scary
But I'm working on my anger so it no longer can tempt me
I'm workin' to be the best me
But I want you there to see it
You won't want to miss the change
Cuz I swear you won't believe it
Cuz I'm been huffing the hate
Getting high on the fumes
Till my vision is blurred
And the ground is consumed
But I dug myself out
When I thought I was Doomed
And you never can know
All the things I've been through
But I don't want to lose you
But the truth is I feel myself slipping
I'm wishing for someone to grab me
I'm inches away from the edge
No hand from the ledge
Look up and it's empty
So now I'm spiralling again
Alone with my sins
So I ask you my friend
Is this how you choose for our story to end?
I guess it depends on your need for amends
But when all my love's been lost
Can all I've done be forgot
Fuckin don't deserve any of this shit
You think you deserve any of this shit? Fuck you
Ever write a message but then lose the strength to send it
So you carry the words with you hoping someday time will mend it
But instead you just drift further away from the fucking moment
As the months slip through your fingers and you're wondering if it all was worth it
Just so you could save your ego
I know when it was me though
I would somehow make it worse
Thinkin' the silence would bring you peace
Go fuckin' pull that shit somewhere else
Fucked around and found out
That all this blame that I've been breathing
This shits why everyone's leaving
Was just a lie that I rehearsed until I started to believe it
And now I guess I'm cursed to get the love but never feel it
Cutting locks from bridges to collect like syringes
All on the ground from the junkie who's getting high with his mistress
I need you to see me
Need to believe me
Easy to judge me but lately I couldn't mistake all the shakes in my hands
That will keep me awake from the stress of the pain that I caused you those days
Brain all ablaze but I'm yours to betray
You say the phrase I'll lock myself away
For all of my sins it's the price that I pay
For all that I've done when I've lost my way
But when all my love's been lost
Can all I've done be forgot
When I'm breaking down again
When all my love's been lost
Wake me up
When I'm breaking down again
When all my love's been lost
When all my love's been lost
Can all I've done be forgot
Forgot
I hate this
Forgot
Forgot
I'm not going to give you closure
You don't get that
You have to live with the shitty thing you did for the rest of your life
You have to know that its never ever going to be ok
Change
Can I make it happen or am I destined to forever stay the same
Lock myself in the cabin say no the the quest and the pressure
Till the end of my days
On the highway to nowhere
I'm just a guy who's one care is myself
Cuz there's no one else
To confront the shame that I felt knowing that
I'm the one to blame for turning everyone against me
Trying to build a name
Pursuits that only left me empty
I bit the hands that feeds
But it only left me greedy
You call it self esteem
But I call it ego bleeding
Speaking out of turn with intention to hurt
First lesson learned and forgot
My little psychopath perk
I got this need to be loved
That can't ever be filled
But I'll rise above
I don't give a fuck
About no bad luck
Gotta keep it real
Screaming into the void
As if its a choice
Losing my voice
gotta continue
Even without you
tryin' to do better knowing the work that you'll never see
Is piling higher and higher every day
Soon I'll be able to stand for myself and say
We're going to be OK
Wake me up
When I'm breaking down again
When all my love's been lost
Wake me up
When I'm breaking down again
When all my love's been lost
When all my love's been lost
Can all I've done be for-
It gets easier
Huh
Everyday it gets a little easier
But you have to do it everyday
Thats the hard part
But it does get easier
OK