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Jordan Tariff
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I'm not myself these days
I used to like long walks and sipping tea by the fireplace
And I don't know what's changed
I try to tell myself that maybe it's just a growing pain
But what if I'm breaking down
And I can't even feel it
What if I'm bleeding out
And I don't even see it
What if I'm running out of time
And I don't get a chance to make it right?
What if I'm breaking down?
I think I'm making all of the wrong decisions
Only focusing on what I've been missing
I say it's all part of life, who am I kidding?
I'm not living just yet, only existing
Only existing
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm not living just yet, only existing
Only existing
I lie awake at night
I used to sleep so well, but now I'm stuck singing lullabies
There's too much on my mind
And I can't quiet it down there's not enough time
Not in this life
What if I find myself
When I thought I couldn't
What if I fall in love
When I'm not even looking
What if the mistakes that I have made
Led to better things I'd never change
What if I find myself, mm
I think I'm making all of the wrong decisions
Only focusing on what I've been missing
I say it's all part of life who am I kidding?
I'm not living just yet, only existing
Only existing
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm not living just yet, only existing
Only existing
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