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Good Grief
LaRussell
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Predator or prey?
Shoutout to the ones that got away
In the mirror, questioning if I'm okay
Lately it's been kinda hard to say
Lately it's been kinda hard to breathe
Can't stop fuckin', that's how I grieve
Can't stop smokin', that's how I grieve
Bend that ass over, let me grieve
That's how my first child was conceived
Remember finding out, it brought me to my knees
I was 17, still tryna figure out what all this shit mean
Can't even celebrate the accolades I've received
Gained a couple followers, but what did I achieve?
Fuckin' on my friends, I was playin' make-believe
Makin' you believe it was love on my sleeve
It was just lust, 'member days when it was just us
Could barely get diapers 'cause I ain't have much
That UPS job was never gon' be enough
Switched to FedEx and Cordelia, loading trucks
Copped an i30 on credit, I was big-headed
Knew it was a lemon, still had to get it
I had to prove myself, foolin' 'round, I done fooled myself
Took years to shed tears for the pain I felt
Even longer to communicate the shame I felt
Even longer just to realize I blame myself
A couple times, contemplated tryna hang myself
Huh, this ain't a sad song
This is where I'm at now, but this ain't my last song
This is just life rap, it's different when a nigga transparent
They think I never suffer 'cause I have both parents
I done seen addiction in all forms
Sunny days ruined by small storms
I smile when it rain on me
I'm doin' bad if you ever see a chain on me
I'm doin' laundry if you ever see 'em gain on me
I'm doin' a lot of new shit, but I'm the same old me
Lyin' and cheatin' to have my way
I can't share my gifts, but you can have my sleigh
You can have my clothes, you can have my time
You can have my blueprint, but you can't have my mind
The lightbulb went off and now they want my shine
Gon' be hard to love yourself if you want what's mine
Gon' be hard to love yourself if you want what's theirs
Gon' be hard to see growth if you don't wanna share
Gon' be hard to be impactful if you don't really care
Life's a circus, nobody said this shit would be fair
But nonetheless, I still expect it
Hissy fits every time I get rejected
I had to let her go, but she respect it
When it's undeniable, you must accept it
All this shit I took for granted
Finally seein' fruit from the seeds that I planted
Wishin' on a star like I ain't had time to plan it
Some days I barely understand it
This ain't softball, but the compliments be comin' underhanded
Typically the sides is bein' candid
Grateful I can see through it, grateful I can hold my own
Ain't livin' well if you scared to let her hold your phone
And that's facts, done tryna run from it
When you come from it, you forget you come from it
Shoutout to the women that done held me down
To the ones that see me weak and still shine my crown
Still seen my cape, still watched my throne
Seen the foundation broke and still built that home
Seen the finance had changed and took out that loan
I'm kissin' ass and rubbin' feet as soon as I come home
And that's facts, and that's facts
In an ideal world, yeah, ayy
Predator or prey?
Shoutout to the ones that got away
In the mirror, questioning if I'm okay
Lately it's been kinda hard to say
Lately it's been kinda hard to breathe
Can't stop fuckin', that's how I grieve
I can't stop smokin', that's how I grieve
Bend that ass over, let me grieve
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