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B-B-Boyfifty
I haven't felt like myself in forever
Part of me feels like I'm not even living
How can I try to live life to the future
When I still regret all my past decisions?
I over think about everything
My brain don't give me a break, it just goes
It's only 'cause I just sit, and I think
And dwell on the things that I can't control
I feel like happiness doesn't exist
I think that happy is just an illusion
I think we all have figured that out
And now, we want love to be the solution
I know I'm not even close to perfection
If we talkin' flaws, I know I got several
I don't be trying to romanticize sadness, but every night
I dance with the Devil
I could explain all the pain that I feel
But it won't take away how I'm feeling inside
How do I tell you I know that I'm breathing, but really
Somehow, I don't feel alive?
How do I tell you I don't wanna be here?
I walk around with my heart on my sleeve
I'm tired of giving my all to everyone, 'cause in the end
Everyone leaves
I guess I'm way too messed up to love, I guess my all is never enough
I push away everybody that tries, 'cause everyone tried
Just fucked up my trust
Reason for this, is a result of my past
Sometimes, I really do miss what we had
Then, I remember, we was meant for each other
But we just wasn't meant to last
Part of me knew that you'd leave me, 'cause everyone does
But I prayed that you'd stay
I knew the love that we had, so, I kept my guard up
I knew that we'd fade
We knew the game was dangerous, but we both loved to play
Maybe, someday, I'll be happy, but I know "someday" just isn't today
Damn, I can't forgive myself for everything I let you do
Somebody called me and asked if I knew you, and told 'em
"Nah, but I used to"
Everyone leaves, so, why bother?
But you leaving me has made me stronger
I know there's plenty of fish in the sea, but if I am honest
You poisoned the water