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21 BIRTHDAY (untitled_0009) [
JOHNNASCUS
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Johnnascus
Welcome back
It's been 21 years
Here we go okay
Here we go okay
Here we go okay yuh
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
My time is fading (yea)
Soul is waning (yea)
Feeling mainy (yea)
Foggy Cranium
My younger self would hate the person that ive become
Losing rhythm, can't find the beat to my own drum
This world ain't for me, or maybe I don't wanna grow up
But what's growing up? Cause I don't wanna have my soul crushed
Come home
Come home
Come home
Come home
Come home
Come home
I want to live a life outside this system
Travel to a world outside the solar system
And dance to my rhythm
YEAH LETS FUCKING GO
Still fucked up in the head
Try to make folks accept me
Even if they don't care about me
Maybe it's cause I don't care myself
Wanna be ignored to dig deeper in the well
In The Well
IN THE WELL
In the fucking well I just drown myself in despair
Look at the world the it's so far from here
I'm sinking in my own
Can't climb the walls
It is getting darker
There are no walls
See the lights spotters
In my own thoughts
Cannot move, I'm faltered
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
21st birthday
And um
I'm not special
And No one really is
And the glass half empty
Pessimistic little bitch
Always feel so envy
Towards every human
Don't wanna feel this empty
And prolonged sadness
What's the point of working
If it leads to nothing
What's the point of something
If there's no fulfillment
Why is life important if I didn't choose it
There's no point of living here if you cannot move it
Move the world, change the world
I can do that in this viddy game, save the world
Get the girl
Live a life, of peace and adventuring
Make a mistake, can go back to where it saved me
"Speaking of saving"
Uhm Checkpoint
21 years old. I feel like I've wasted the past 4-5 years of my life
And there's always this feeling that everything I have now
Will soon be gone
I've been making music for the past 5 years
And I still don't know at times if this is what I want to do
I feel like I'll just be forgotten in the next few years
People and friends I have now will soon just forget about me
I feel like I can't even form good connections with people because
I'm in my head too much
Somedays I just wake up and the day is already over
I feel trapped in life, and don't know what to do
Somedays I just want to end it all
But tell myself things will get better
I just don't want to live a life of misery
I can't really open up to people
About how I honestly feel a lot of the time
Cause I think I'll just end up being a type of burden to them
So I'm just expressing stuff here
I hope I can find a purpose in life
Or just something that brings me long term happiness
And fulfillment
I don't want to kill myself
Or live an a autonomous, autopilot, dead life
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