Attempt Suicide
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Things always start off good, but end up foul
I used to shine, but now I'm fallin' off, so pardon my style
I look down on how it used to be, runnin' the block
But now I lay in a coffin from a shell of a Glock
Suicide is what they called it, rumors all through the hood
Now old ladies speak upon, how I used to be good
How they remember me, always did shows at school assemblies
And graduated, my moms always thought I'd make it, sorry
I let you down and the rest of my fam
Keep it real, it wasn't your fault, I died on this land, I'm sorry
For all the pain and agony that I caused
Now my spirit float helpless in the land of the lost
If I could do it over, man, I'd still drink liquor
Still jump off and make tracks with my niggas
Still cook up grams to bring back figures
But only Allah know I would've never pulled the trigger
What's life? Reality hits, least expect it
Thinkin' you're in control and this shit gets hectic
What's death? Too many scared to take their last breath
Is it Heaven or Hell? Yo, put your soul to the test
What's life? Reality hits, least expect it
Thinkin' you're in control and this shit gets hectic
What's death? Too many scared to take their last breath
Is it Heaven or Hell? Yo, put your soul to the test
I shouldn't have done it, father, just
To let you know it wasn't for stripes
It was either mines or his, but the court still hit me with life
25 And up, did my first three up in the bing
I'm a gangsta wildin' out, and I'm known to do my thing
And now I pray to you, on my knees before I hang
Hopin' you can hear my thoughts so you can feel my pain
I'm trapped in these walls, just a number, not a name
23 Hours solitary, tryin' to maintain
I'm losin' weight, bein' separated from the game
My skin is stickin' to my internal mainframe
Though the life that I live, yo, I really can't complain
I love spendin' chips and being in and out of dames
When I get there, I'ma shine on my niggas in the streets
Or take over Hell and roll with the mark of the beast
Tell my family I'm deceased and I love 'em
And now that I'm gone, I'm above 'em as a gangsta
What's life? Reality hits, least expect it
Thinkin' you're in control and this shit gets hectic
What's death? Too many scared to take their last breath
Is it Heaven or Hell? Yo, put your soul to the test
What's life? Reality hits, least expect it
Thinkin' you're in control and this shit gets hectic
What's death? Too many scared to take their last breath
Is it Heaven or Hell? Yo, put your soul to the test
I had enough, dun, burnin' the chron, pit stop at Autobahn
I'm past pissed, I just copped a new gat
Before I left the crib, I grabbed it, Henny, I gotta have it
Don't give a fuck no more, headlights on
I turned 'em off, fuck world war, ready to bang out
Cup inside my right hand, I'm drivin' with my dead arm
I let go of the wheel and pulled my chain out
Who's dead wrong? With pain in his eyes
Seat reclined, could barely see over the dash
Downin' cups of Henny with a pocket full of cash
I'm runnin' every red light in sight
Was headin' to the bridge before I side swiped the rail
On the 59th, hit the brakes
Filled my cup up with Dru and Nate, then peeled off
Swervin' top speed, lights still off
Sat back, took a sip, reachin' to the ashtray and lit a clip
I knew the end was comin', but tell me, is this it?
Should I blow my brains out?
Or should I bang out and let 'em find me in a ditch?
Or should I do both? It doesn't really make a diff'
I'm at the top of my lungs, this is the end of it
Lord, why you brought me into this?
I was waitin' on you, but now it's up to me to finish it
Rolled the window down and threw the weed out
Downed my last cup and pulled the heat out
Cocked that, gas to the floor, beepin' the horn
Watch that, runnin' stop signs
Glock nine, palm of my hand, startin' to sweat
Before I banged out, I blew my brains out, the last of the best
What's life? Reality hits, least expect it
Thinkin' you're in control and this shit gets hectic
What's death? Too many scared to take their last breath
Is it Heaven or Hell? Yo, put your soul to the test
What's life? Reality hits, least expect it
Thinkin' you're in control and this shit gets hectic
What's death? Too many scared to take their last breath
Is it Heaven or Hell? Yo, put your soul to the test