Thoughts (Pain In My Heart)
Ghood-Sun
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A lot of pain in my heart
Got a lot of fire in my spirit
Can you hear it
My visions, thoughts, pain I can't bury
Fire in my heart, want to leave in a hurry
All this pressure inside of me
Strong, I got to be
I've been living wrong for too long
This trouble going to die with me
Let me slow down
Speak to this mic nonchalantly
See death around the corner
Not pac but the dirt haunt me
A man now, been through it done it,
I understand now
Life is what you make it stand up, I never stand down
Visions of G-Double laying dead in them streets
Don't look for trouble, but I gotta plan ahead for the beef
The pressure inside, it got me not knowing how to act
See, pressure produces diamonds, always started from scratch
Actually, reality, I'm living life like a movie
Prison put a pause on me
And my victim want to sue me
It move me Cause I'm a father and my kids don't wanna lose me
Judge yelled 17 years visualized squeezing the oozy Kids Stared on, shock on they faces, my nostrils flaring
Like a raging bull
Reality hit like a dose of heroin
In my cell Roll up an L when days are stormy
Strapped with the armor if you try to harm me
When I die, who going to mourn for me?
My visions, thoughts, pain I can't bury
Fire in my heart, want to leave in a hurry
All this pressure inside of me
Strong I got to be
I've been living wrong for too long
This trouble going to die with me
My visions, thoughts, pain I can't bury
Fire in my heart, want to leave in a hurry
All this pressure inside of me
Strong I got to be
I've been living wrong for too long
This trouble going to die with me
Rising out my bed to reality and it saddens me
I left a lot of people in tears family mad at me
I stretch, exercise till I sweat
Jump in the shower
Plan my events for that typical day
Restore my power
Go to work just to add a craft
I gain the knowledge know the math
Then it's back to the dorm and study
Talk to my better half
We laugh and joke But on the inside I'm hurting
All this time away from them pain the only thing is certain The curtain open the play starts
We all got a role in this film called life
And the world's so cold
So I teach and build with my children
I trust they'll be okay
Encouragement, repudiate discouragementvany day
You'll suffer the same fate
If you follow your father's way
I mean sex, money, and drugs
Robberies, hollow spray
The life of crime At the same time, I'm trying to live righteously
From day one out, my mother's womb I've been sacrificing me
My visions, thoughts, pain I cant bury
Fire in my heart, want to leave in a hurry
All this pressure inside of me, strong, I got to be
I've been living wrong for too long, this trouble going to die with me
My visions, thoughts, pain, I cant bury
Fire in my heart, want to leave in a hurry
All this pressure inside of me, strong, I got to be
I've been living wrong for too long, this trouble going to die with me
If I die, just fuck it, my energy going to multiply
And bust shots for the God everyday and get high
And if the bridge burning im throwing gasoline on you too
With a vest on my chest I'm wearing fireproof boots
Armani suit, RIP to all my fallen troops
All this pain inside, it got me taking swallows of the goose
My life the truth, and illegal, like Beanie Sigel
Give your reason not to fuck with me or my desert eagle
Yo the bars that I spit, be concrete, humble and deep
Trapped in the jungle with gravity and graves beneath my feet
As a child, never learned much from my pops, the alcoholic
Stayed Drunk off gin, with empty bottles in the closet
Now I'm thugged out, 14 selling trees in a drug house
Bugged out, getting brains while y'all played inside a clubhouse
Original, I learned from OGs to stack figures
Don't be a quitter, and never back down from no nigga
My visions, thoughts, pain, I can't bury
Fire in my heart, want to leave in a hurry
All this pressure inside of me, strong, I got to be
I've been living wrong for too long, this trouble going to die with me
My visions, thoughts, pain, I cant bury
Fire in my heart, want to leave in a hurry
All this pressure inside of me, strong, I gotta be
I've been living wrong for too long, this trouble going to die with me