Disillusioned
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HOOK
I've been disillusioned, I've gotta keep my eyes ahead,
cnd i'll repeat what I have said until I focus on myself and get my head straight,
I've been disillusioned, I've gotta keep my eyes ahead,
cnd i'll repeat what I have said until I focus on myself and get my head straight,
VERSE 1
c year's passed, half empty in my clear glass,
No career path, tryna write in a severe crash,
Without the drive to clock an obstacle and steer past,
cny sign of calm and the storm will interfere fast,
It's like I haven't even come far somehow,
Five forward, six back, this a comedown,
I don't even know what's up, down, stuck now,
I've been rolling dice and winging life, now my luck's out,
Up shit's creek, without a paddle in it,
Optimism's just a shallow gimmick and i'll battle with it
If it means the death of me, illegibly I scatter lyrics,
That's how I'm getting free therapy 'cause that's my riches,
Now i'm worse than before
cnd I've only confronted a third of my thoughts,
I'm certain a war has just begun, and if I run
Then I'll be fighting it again with the setting of the sun,
HOOK
VERSE 2
Bleed on the page and let it free,
I need to engage in therapy,
So i wrote this in the hope that something would give for me,
How I feel when I play a melody,
If I don't heal then it wasn't meant to be,
Gotta leave this place I've been displaced in this sadness here
HOOK
I've been disillusioned, I've gotta keep my eyes ahead,
cnd i'll repeat what I have said until I focus on myself and get my head straight,
I've been disillusioned, I've gotta keep my eyes ahead,
cnd i'll repeat what I have said until I focus on myself and get my head straight,