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Suddenly Everything Changed
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I stir awake at night
Stuttering, s-stuttering the words of a feeling
A feeling I can no longer find
All the pain that I'm holding on
Self inflict for a bit, like it makes me strong
Am I wrong? Not enough for your love
I used to crave attention
Now I've grown used to loneliness
'Cause I can't break my own heart
And refuse to let you do it again
My dichotomy sits between happiness and suffering
This illness enervates my cheeks
And it drains them of their coloring
Sometimes I bloom, and then I wither
My lungs collapse, pneumonia it blisters
All I ever wanted was a reprieve from these aches
From feeling drained, from the sadness I can't satiate
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What's left of us? Can you answer with honesty?
I resent you too much for you to be happy with me
I'm hanging on the truth, it's at the tip of my tongue
I tried to feel something, but I've just grown numb
I fear to hurt again, I'm afraid to let you in
I lost myself that first time, I haven't been the same since
Am I a fool for you?
Or have I just been comfortable with abuse?
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I'm a hostage in my head
Cut so deep from the words you've said
I can't find relief
Searching for reprieve
Am I a fool for you?
Or am I just comfortable with abuse?
Am I a fool for you?
Or am I just comfortable with abuse?
I can't find relief
Searching for reprieve
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