Protex Blue
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The lyrics move through a series of urban scenesโa bar, a train carriage, and an escalatorโwhile circling around sexual desire and the wish to avoid using another person. The repeated line โI didnโt want to hold you / I didnโt want to use youโ suggests hesitation or guilt: the speaker wants intimacy, but also seems wary of treating someone as an object. By the end, the wish to be alone complicates the earlier pursuit.
โProtex Blueโ appears to refer to a protective product, likely a condom, and the packet in the speakerโs pocket makes the sexual context clearer. The casual phrases about putting money in a slot and opening a pack give the scenes a matter-of-fact, slightly awkward tone. โI wanna be aloneโ contrasts with the erotic material nearby, suggesting that desire does not necessarily mean wanting a relationship or even acting on it.
The lyrics mix blunt sexual references with uncertainty and humor, so the speaker can sound both eager and uncomfortable. The repeated refrain may be a sincere effort to avoid harm, or it may underline how little control the speaker feels over his motives. The final โJohnny, Johnnyโ is unexplained; it could be a name or a playful sign-off, but the lyrics do not make its meaning certain.