aftermath
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Sometimes I think to myself and wonder
Is it really worth all of the trouble
Do you know what's it's like for millions to know you alive
I'm slight uncomfortable
They praise you as being some type of a figure -
Not knowing you on they struggle bus
Of figuring out who you are, correcting your flaws, and getting ya money up
Now I'm not one to chase spotlights
Best believe when I get my time is on
Won't hate just focus on work I've done
Cause he without sin, will cast first stone
And I "rock with you" if you understand where I'm coming from
Granite it's "off the wall" knowledge
That trade has weight Mavs' and Luka Doncic
Let me be honest, I fell into the nonsense
Almost forgot why I wrote these rhymes
All these pressures to satisfy
To give hope to aspiring eyes
It's never bout numbers
But I checked everyday where the numbers would lie
And since we on fear let me explain what's up inside
Gotta fear to drive, ask why
Like the way my father died
Or my teammate west still be alive
Keep it real I also fear my drive
Am I too ambitious
Even when I'm up don't feel like I'm winning
Even when I'm done don't feel like I'm finished
Contradiction in my diction
It's worse mixed with the addiction
To make my tale of dreams - non fiction
And teach those who blind to my vision
Those who claim too sick with no symptoms
Tidal wave I fell before arisen
To a higher status
With more expectations, excessive hating
Where the exes waiting, for a conversation
And heartless statements
But my peace to sacred
If you got a piece then say it
Live free on a day to day basis
But If not, please keep it airtight
Or in your sole like Off white
You can't hold me down on a off night
Don't say I changed out of your spite
I won't ever chase the spotlight
Lemme clear sum up
Said I won't chase a spotlight
But I'm chasing the top of my life
Which ends up me in the spotlight
So do I really want the high life
Where I'm argued over like a gas price
Where my every move is chastised
And I overthink as a past time
Wether Good or bad it don't matter
That's how it is at the top of the ladder
Knowing me I'd rather take it there
Cuz this being in my body don't play it fair
That one spirit let me hear it if I take it there
Like am I being too me
Should I spend more time with family
Been off my phone, so long - do my girl like me?
But these is real thoughts
Cause I know time can't be bought
Can't skip play or press pause
So I record in hopes I catch all
Of moments I don't even know that I've lost
Then again, don't wanna be stuck in a box
Or in the past like Macintosh
Finding ways to break madness off
The next thing you know
Ya wife is a widow like romanoff
You died of over-exhaustion
Sometimes I overextend and then
I don't even know how to stop it
Flicked so many to the side they thinking that I take pics for profit
Want social media to die
And that's the reason y'all know I'm alive,
But we gon ignore the fact it's toxic
The frontin and stuntin astonishing
The sinners hating on other sinners knowing they did it last friday
The spotlight'll have you acting out if ya character ain't solid
Chasin cents ain't uncommon