Alone
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I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
He's stuck in darkness, keep smoking 'til it's all gone
And I pray my mama can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
He's stuck in darkness, keep smoking 'til it's all gone
And I pray my mama can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong
When I told her my mind is a masterpiece
When I told her my life is in jeopardy
All she said was it's all for the better good
So I prayed awake and I'm taking it all that I wish I could
'Cause my heart's broken, my mind's coping
But mama, I'm so sorry 'cause I can't live with drama
I be smoking and doping it in my own way
Thinking how to go away, pull it back and call it a day
I remember back when I was thirteen
For the first time I might say
I open the doors to see him with a bruise upon my face
He's saying I tripped, I'm fusing my lip
It's bleeding, I'm hit, I'm rolling a cig
I'm coming now mama, just give me a sec, now
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
He's stuck in darkness, keep smoking 'til it's all gone
And I pray my mama can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
He's stuck in darkness, keep smoking 'til it's all gone
And I pray my mama can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong
The first time that I realized
It was covered in real lies
The abuse and the harsh words
Were coming through his frail eyes
I told him it wasn't fair
The darkness and the despair
For a kid to go through it all on his own
With no one there
When I asked for help, no one believed me
When I cried at night, no one could see me
I wanted to run away so many times
Wanted to see the darkness in his eyes
I couldn't have him watch him stand and see this side of me
But the passing pains that hurt everyone around me
I took the blame so mama didn't have to
Even though she hated herself for every bad brew
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
He's stuck in darkness, keep smoking 'til it's all gone
And I pray my mama can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
He's stuck in darkness, keep smoking 'til it's all gone
And I pray my mama can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong