Crashing My Car Again
Esme Dawn
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I'll think about crashing my car again
A simple way of telling if you care
Or if my head is right
A pessimist can pull the stars right of you
Leaving only fragments of a ghost of you
Don't think my head's alright
Is it pain?
I can't swallow pride forever
Without choking
And tired
Nothing changes
And I'll hate that nothing changes
Self-preserving, shining light of freedom
Pretending I don't need that
I don't think my head's alright
You're covered in warning signs all screaming
You hate your dad but man you wanna be him
Darling your head's not right
We both know that you were never good enough
But I wonder how much longer I'll pretend with you
For temporary joy
So scared of what will happen
If we get the chance to think clearly
An encompassing term of toxic love
That's built on broken pieces
So distract me, excuse you, don't
Let me stop justifying
Why I stay, to catch tears, caused
By your transparent lying
And I'll hate that nothing changes
I'd rather pretend forever
Than face the hurt I would encounter
If I asked for something other than the same
I'm not special enough to create that kind of change
Is it pain?
I can't swallow pride forever
Without choking
And tired
Nothing changes
And I'll hate that nothing changes
Self-preserving, shining light of freedom
Pretending I don't need that
I don't think my head's alright
I don't think my head's alright
I don't think my head's alright