It Won't Always Feel So Heavy
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Tell me how you think I'm gonna move on from this
Cuz some of my thoughts are particularly venomous
I'm relying on your optimism to keep me sane
I've been making moves & you're calling them baby steps
To be honest, think that's overly generous
But I can't afford to think of it any other way
But what happens if I can't pull myself together?
I'm scared to death that I'll be this way, forever
I starve myself at every minor reminder of it
Don't even mean to anymore, I'm on just autopilot
I see it clearly, it's still vivid whenever I blink
I'm feeling faulty, so I'm hanging on to your words
When you tell me
'It won't always feel so heavy'
The feelings growing, I can feel it there in my chest
It won't be long until it tries to control my head
There's only so much more of this I can take
I wanna make it out
But I feel smaller now
So I'll bet it all on your promise
Don't you dare break that promise
Cos what happens if I can't pull myself together?
I swear that I don't wanna be this way, forever
I starve myself at every minor reminder of it
Don't even mean to anymore, I'm on just autopilot
I see it clearly, it's still vivid whenever I blink
I'm feeling faulty, so I'm hanging on to your words
When you tell me
'It won't always feel so heavy'
They say I've got the thing the soldiers come back from the war with
That feels too much for me, I gotta wrap my head around it
The battle ruined me, and I can't change the fact it happened
But I'll be damned to give the memory that same satisfaction
I've starved myself at every minor reminder of it
But I don't need to anymore, switch off the autopilot
I see it clearly, there's a future I wanna live
I'll feel more like me
Now I think I understand
When you tell me
'It won't always feel so heavy'