Hard To Speak
Melo planet
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Healing is weird
Somedays you're ok and doing just fine
Other days it still hurts like it's fresh
It's a process with no definitive time frame
You just have to keep going
And know that when all is said and done
You're going to be ok
You're gonna make it ok here
I trust you
Struggling with my life this is not a movie thing
Blaming all my past for the shit I ever did
Thinking I'll be running but it's really hard to leave
Fighting with my secret cause it's really hard to speak
You not been here makes it easy you to speak
Wondering everyday why I even say this things
I've been speaking through the person that says legends never sleep
Stressing everyday made me needing all this pills
Talking about these demons they ain't really worth it
Even if I say no one's here to help me
So I do the drugs and sleep till I'm really stress free
Telling me to stop are my even sad free
Wanting me to quit but I'm never that free
Wanna take a step just to make a right click
Feel like going home but I wanna stack cheese
Mixing up some coke while I'm finna have peace
Cause I'm sad inside
And I'm hurt inside
I've been terrified
And I'm dying inside
I'm sad inside
And I'm hurt inside
I've been terrified
And I'm dying inside ah
Cause it's really hard to speak
Made me needing all this pills
Finna have a better sleep
But I'm scared of all my dreams
Took minor blueish pill
Cause it's really hard to speak
Made me needing all this pills
Finna have a better sleep
But I'm scared of all my dreams
Took minor blueish pill
Damn it's really hard to speak
I'll be needing all this pills
Get a bottle full of lean
Finna take some dirty shit
Nigga fuck I fell asleep
Get a better piece of me
Have it make em wanna live
Steady purchase on the lean
Nigga really this is sick
Thought I even got this wish
Cause it's really hard to speak
Made me needing all this pills
Finna have a better sleep
But I'm scared of all my dreams
Took minor blueish pill
Cause it's really hard to speak
Made me needing all this pills
Finna have a better sleep
But I'm scared of all this dreams
Took minor blueish pill
Cause it's really hard to speak
Made me needing all this pills
Finna have a better sleep
But I'm scared of all this dreams
Took minor blueish pill.