A Lesson From The Losses
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There's supposed to be A Lesson From The Losses
And, I know well enough, to just leave well enough alone
Yeah, and I done seen so many meet the coffin
But, I don't share enough just how much Hell I fuckin' know
No regard, if no one loves me but my daughters
I was gone, and all I saw was no one there when I would call em
I'd call em' on the topic, ain't nobody could acknowledge
Why I caught em' in my coffers, what it cost me got me cautious
Exhausted ain't the word, 'cause what you give, is what you earn
And I did so much ill, but how you live, is how you learn
Was toxic as a kid, so all my years it got me burned
Without the common sense to chill, with all my fears I caught the dirt.. Yeah
Truth is.. I ain't ever been the one to follow all the rules, and
I've been losing my mind, for a long damn time, and ain't usually somebody you should fool with
Moved from the bullpen, loose from a few hits of whatever product, the time allotted, I'm abusing
Finding it amusing, frying every cell inside of mind, and still nobody could've titled me as stupid
Move like a new hinge, screwed to the frame.. just a kid glued to the fix of the game
Everything I'm living, kinda thought of it as flame, till' it really was ablaze, and I was caught up in a place
Where nobody was a friend, all they wanna do is use you.. swear they riding, if you stall, they never knew you
Got up in it, saw it all as what I'm used to.. God, if only I'd have caught it all, I might've moved to
New way of thinking.. swim, and not sinking.. drinking belligerently, till' the sink, and
Plunging it deep in my veins, for no reason.. Locked in my safe, bricks of glaciers, I'm freezing
Zips of that Raw, Fetty, Tar, or a mixture.. hit with Mannitol, Gabapentin, or a sprits of
Acetone blended, pressed, till' it locked up again, my whole parish, I stocked, for the bender
There's supposed to be A Lesson From The Losses
And, I know well enough, to just leave well enough alone
Yeah, and I done seen so many meet the coffin
But, I don't share enough just how much Hell I fuckin' know
No regard, if no one loves me but my daughters
I was gone, and all I saw was no one there when I would call em
I'd call em' on the topic, ain't nobody could acknowledge
Why I caught em' in my coffers, what it cost me got me cautious
Exhausted ain't the word, 'cause what you give, is what you earn
And I did so much ill, but how you live, is how you learn
Was toxic as a kid, so all my years it got me burned
Without the common sense to chill, with all my fears I caught the dirt.. Yeah
It's a common illusion.. Grind for the top, you'll be God, to a user
Got you some guap, and you count it profusely cause you never stop, it get wild, and confusing
You cant even sleep.. Even a wink.. If you're thinkin' of blinking, you're clients will ring
Till' you're jotting awake every time that you dream, no alarm even needed, or clock to be seen
You end up thinking you gotta be King, or it's losses in licks, and that's not what you need
So it's power you feed, and you found it, at least, till' the method you seek, it don't do you a thing
You fuck around and you hit where you bleed, and you think you get progress, reality stings
By the time that you see it, you're out and a fiend.. None around you to see that you're out on the streets
Cause' you're crown? When it hit the ground? You ain't even see it
You're a clown they forgot about, undoubtedly, and
You aint got a thing to show for it all, now again
You're struggling hard to cope, with being out of a plan
Hard to begin, when you start where it ended
Hard to defend, when your guard is defenseless
Hard to pretend, it ain't hard to forget
When it all fell apart while you tried to extend it
There's supposed to be A Lesson From The Losses
And, I know well enough, to just leave well enough alone
Yeah, and I done seen so many meet the coffin
But, I don't share enough just how much Hell I fuckin' know