contortion of my Autonomy
ChiwuX
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Leave the cuts, right down my throat
And Suffocate me with your love
I want your touch no matter what
The rope will break my neck will crack
The bugs and maggots eat my flesh
I toss and turns my head will thresh
Against the pavement down the road
I wish I wasn't never born!
My skin is loose I feel it deep
There's something that crawls in me and creeps
I feel it in me, amalgamate atrocities
Do you hear?
I'd bury deep my self control
If I had something worthy or
I'd give my eyes a better view
Of someone who's worthy to... (for destroy)
Be around, I'd love to feel
A human touch, a human heat
I'd love to be the one who's near
Not someone's skin you want to peel
I'd mold myself the way you like
My nervous system shutting down
I feel my body's shaking hard
Open my eyes, can't seem to find
I want to feel disgust of me! (of me!)
To hate the inners of my plea, love (my love!)
Despise the way I was born
To feel the shame, to feel the scorn! (feel the shame!)
I want you to distort my mind
To feel no shame, to have no mouth! (i have no mouth!)
I want to have no eyes or teeth
To never bite, to never see!
I want to feel the guilt of way (you sure?)
That I exist, the way I play
The role I made up on my own
To fool you out, to be unknown (no one knows!)
I'd throw away my consciousness
To feel the numb to feel weakness (i'm weak!)
I want you to take over me
To break my legs, to share my pain
I want you to contort my limbs (just break me please!)
To make them wrong, to make me feel
How body works when it's been torn
No need to hide your inner mourn (mourn!)
Destroy my mind, can't seem to find
Any clue of what i've been through
Blurry vision from my tears
I cannot hide from my own fears
I want to die from knife or worse (i wanna die!)
My stomach turns, my breaths are hoarse (don't wanna try!)
I want to smile out of fear! (out of fear!)
To feel the joy, distorted, clear!
They look at me, abnormal thing (abnormal!)
Expressions I don't think I feel
Expressions I don't think I know (yeah, i don't know!)
Expressions I don't think i'd mourn