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Measuring My Pulse
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I spent some time just tryna clear my head
North of New York City
Where the trees all dead
It was a cold ass winter
With just the clothes on my back
But I ain't get too attached
No I ain't get to attached
And if life is a play is a different act
With a different cast
But the characters eerily similar
Guess it's the life that I wanted to lead
Or the friends that I made
That were something like me
Either way that you cut it
I ended up bein the person that
They never wanted to be
And so I lost the faith I had in others
Gained a couple grudges
Gained a couple numbers
Stayed away from public
Aimed at making something
Aimed at making progress
Aimed at making substance
Ain't it so disgusting how we always
Come a little too late
I'd rather just throw it away
And you talking bout where is your brain
I'm talking like we are the same
Always wanna talk about something
I'm talking enough when
I'd rather just throw him the fade
And that's how it gets
Cause I'm only blood in some flesh
Used to think I was up next
When I was a wreck
Kicking through walls of apartments I
Didn't own talking respect
Talk about irony only inspired when I was
Surrounded by liars and people just like me
And it might mean
That I couldn't face what I might see
So now I'm pushing everyone away
From ever getting close
I'm addicted to anxiety and
Measuring my pulse
I've got friends that told me slow down
Now they gone and overdosed
I've got friends that told me slow down
Now they gone and overdosed
Fuck it up
I never trusted a
I prolly don't trust enough
Just learning to love was tough enough
And what was I thinking embracing the fun it was
When they tell you to look to your right and your left
And it's certainly bound to be one of em
I was just thinking I'm one of one
Forget the 101s couldn't be one of us
Someone should study us
Out of the mud but forgot
There's still mud that's in front of us
So we buddy up
And we hit it with high knees
Then you see that your buddy's stuck
And with all of your effort and
Every damn fiber you got
Try to help em it's not enough
It's a black tie
And a new suit
And you're telling his mother her son was loved
And you think that it's just? Mmm
When you finally trust someone to have your back
And after all the self destructive patterns
You found someone that related to you
Made it through
And now you face the aftermath of
Having to be there for the family's each tear
Let me be clear
I'm pushing everyone away from ever getting close
I'm addicted to anxiety and measuring my pulse
I've got friends that told me slow down
Now they gone and overdosed
I've got friends that told me slow down
Now they gone and overdosed
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