PRIDE
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worst version of me
couldnโt handle defeat
locked myself in a system i wouldnโt try for a week
only stood on the fact i knew who i wanted to be
lucky no cameras was watching it was nothing to see
i knew for sure it was burning inside my chest and some memories hadnโt left so i made em work for the best
flipped that shit on its head i keep working and still depressed
and the people that step on me end up planting a couple seeds,
defensive mechanism treat you worse than you did me
but still i end up facing the mirror so i couldnโt sleep
still today i wonder if that version of me live
inside somebody head distorting who i really am
itโd be no reason but iโd fix it if i got a chance
for selfish reasons it bothers me nothing more than man
worst version of me
i finally get inside that city i wanted to be
but with my bags and the boxes we packed inside a truck
i kept some pieces of burden to make it hard to breathe
so felt i wasnโt free
and by the time i disintegrated the problem
my hair trigger reaction to go and get another
my quickest guess to why was the pattern giving me comfort
pretend i couldnโt see that complacency drag you under
the state that i was in made it impossible to care
and for my credit then it was helpful for my career
seeing it through my vision and every time i would listen to product that i created on basis of being scared
why would i switch a method thatโs feeding me more profit
thatโs aside from issues that arise if i confront it
couldnโt break a habit let it turn me into nothing
hoping that i when i finally fast forward i was something
worst version of me 2:33 on the track as you hear me speaking now
i dig through versions of myself and try to figure out
if iโve been carrying them here and will it burn me down
confusion and doubt
i wonder if who i believed i was would feel proud
or like me in this moment feel he wasnโt allowed
to let the pressure escape
even if only a second you render time into waste
stick to the route
how iโm perceived by the people i keep around me is constantly called into question despite itโs not about me
meet me now and base how you proceed on how you found me
it canโt be unexpected should growing apart happen
keep my feet on the ground in front of me and hope that when i look back at me now i wonโt be carrying whatโs under me
doors closing i hope i leave you with more purpose
for the chance to look back and be proud, stay on the surface