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Going Home
Spose;Sara Hallie Richardson
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Fuck this shit, I'm going home
In the middle of the city but I'm all alone
Me and all my skeletons
Dancing in my helmet
If this is being alive, then make me bones
I was supposed to reach the apex
The mountain top
Yelled down at my mom like "Here, ma, look"
I didn't even get to march at graduation
Got suspended, stealing money from the yearbook
Was supposed to have straight A's, then I went crooked
If there is a God, hope he's not looking
I jackknifed at the fork in the road
Now the devil want a spoon
Wrong turn, I took it
I had no drop top, raindrop at the train stop
Wish I'd make my brain stop
Failure person, devil worship
Always sinning, never working
Head's a prison
All I hear is alarms and sirens sounding
Stress, regrets, a thousand
And all the hammerheads are pounding
All the debt surrounding
In and out my housing
Metro set the bar, forgot about it
Somebody help me, help me
Help me
I think I need therapy
But I can't afford it
Stress, expectations not met
Stress, heart ping pong in my chest
Stress, got no real amigos, I'm offset
Stress, all downhill like bobsled
And it feel like suffocation
I don't think I'll make it
Cause I had my chance and blew it
Water turned to sewage
What the fuck I'm doing?
What the fuck I'm doing?
Everything is ruined
I'm trapped
Laying on my back in the squalor
Heart pound like English dollar
Let me smoke a bowl to calm my nerves
Whoops, didn't work
Now I'm paranoid even worse
So I text my ex's phone just to get some dome
She said I did wrong, so she moving on
And she groaning cause I'm not grown
Took out all these loans just to feel alone
Thought I'd get a standing ovation
Guess that was my imagination
All of my procrastination
All this academic probation
Thoughts race like horses
I hope you're not recording
Cause I feel wasted, dumb, and arrogant
Doused in his comparisons
Grades is just embarrassing
Faceless young American
Nowhere to hide
From this voice inside my mind
I just need to drown him out
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I know this is a temporary fix
But you're all I've got tonight
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Fuck this shit, I'm going home
In the middle of the city but I'm all alone
Me and all my skeletons
Dancing in my helmet
If this is being alive, then make me bones
Expectations
I thought I was gonna be a God
What do I do now that I'm not?
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Nowhere to hide
From this voice inside my mind
I just need to drown him out
Fuck this shit, I'm going home
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