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SOLDIER
Parker Jack
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I wish I could've said goodbye
One more time
Even wrote a letter
And signed it on the dotted line
But when you called me
It's hard for me to press decline
I guess I'm chasing all these feelings that we left behind
But I know because you're toxic you just mess with minds
Didn't mean you had to pick me and then mess with mine
I should probably test the waters before I take a dive
I guess I need to recognize that these scars
On my body carry weight like a soldier
Not the person I wished to be when I got older
I wish we grew closer but we only grew colder
But you left me freezing and it's hard to get over
Cause a broken-hearted person only find a heartless friend
Just cause I'm a soldier, Imma carry to the end
I wish I could've left but it's hard for me to leave
Cause you're tugging on my heart and my heart is on my sleeve
I'm not mad that you left, I'm mad that I'm alone
You could've said goodbye in person
But on the phone
Such a wicked way to leave
I hate to see you go
We had a family but you don't wanna be at home
If I ever blame myself
That'd be a bunch of nonsense
Not my fault so I guess I will have to cut my losses
But you left so fuckin fast that I just couldn't process
I'm so sorry I'm the problem that's said on your conscious
I'm sorry that we're falling out of broken patterns
Broken hearts
Broken home
Broken shattered
Sitting on your knees and you hope it matters
Beggin baby please but you came close to damage
You can't plead
I gotta leave
Carry the rest of
And I kept my head up and my chest up
And I keep my pride but my mind, you fuckin messed up
And even though I'm out now
You're the one that left us
These scars on my body carry weight like a soldier
Not the person I wished to be when I got older
I wish we grew closer but we only grew colder
But you left me freezing and it's hard to get over
Cause a broken-hearted person only finds a heartless friend
Just cause I'm a soldier, Imma carry to the end
I wish I could've left but it's hard for me to leave
Cause you're tugging on my heart and my heart is on my sleeve
I tried to love myself for my collarbone
Just to remind myself, I am not alone
Just hoping that it would pass
The path that we're on
And all the memories that last after that you're gone
Now even though I am moving on
There's a part of me that wishes you to prove me wrong
Some people don't deserve your heart for temporary
That's my fault cause I made my heart just a sanctuary
Thought you was the one I was supposed to marry, nah
Not a scar that causes what I hold to carry on
All of these emotions I hope to bury, nah
Riding on a rollercoaster
Oh so scary
We said forever
But that was only momentarily
Oh so scary
But I guess that we're better off
Cause our wounds are infected and your [?]
Had a necklace with your letter but I tore it off
These scars on my body carry weight like a soldier
Not the person I wished to be when I got older
I wish we grew closer but we only grew colder
But you left me freezing and it's hard to get over
Cause a broken-hearted person only finds a heartless friend
Just cause I'm a soldier, Imma carry to the end
I wish I could've left but it's hard for me to leave
Cause you're tugging on my heart and my heart is on my sleeve
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