Til Further Notice
ODtheOddity
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Til further fucking notice this is who I am
Fuck the whole world I don't want no help
I'll crown myself and turn it all to hell
Fuck it, let everything burn to ash...
Yea, let it burn, I'm from hell, I cannot tell worse from better and that is a bad sign
Stay away, I'll encourage unless you're on my good side, then it's goodnight, yea girl
My world is fucked up like astral sex on shrooms, I am unscrewed, brain loose...
(Hold up)
Let me bring it back to bad sign, I think in my past life, I did not act right
And that's why I am the way I am always living in the fast lane 'til I crash, flames
In the sky, dark grey smoke blowing in the wind like when I toke my weed
Only do coke when I'm bored and want something to breathe other than oxygen
Forget the consequence, told myself I'll only quit these drugs when my pops is dead... (Damn)
But when will that day come, I don't know but fuck
I'm over these conundrums, nothing's ever easy
When you're above dumb and always unstrung
Focused on the construction of your own beliefs
Like fuck the world, when I die is when I'll retreat...
Til Further fucking Notice this is who I am
If you don't fuck with me, I don't fucking care
I done been in hell and I ain't coming back
If you fuck with me then, yo, be prepared
Yea, be prepared for what's coming next
I don't need no cheers, all I needs to vent
Get it all out and leave myself emotionless
Let the ocean split like the legs of these hoes I hit
Ugh, I'm just like how my dad is, always high, man fuck that guy
Naw, seriously, fuck that guy
He ain't shit and I know I ain't either
One day though I'ma be and I'ma be worse
I'ma demon straight outta the deep earth
Molten lava spews when I speak, cursed
Since before I was born so I seek hurt.
Pain is a homie I've had since a fetus
We get along nicely but lately we haven't been speaking
I've been numb, my heart's broke although it still feels love
If I killed myself, would it be hard? hardly, it'd be the easiest
Easy as popping a pill, slitting my wrist then drinking up
Thinking of a better life where I don't need a buzz
To sleep at night or keep me up either, fuck.
Here's a thought, what if I was never here to trust
What if I was never here at all, would you keep me the closest
Relieve emotions with these atrocious deeply writ poems
Or would you leave me to be free and uncontrolled
As I believe these dreams I have are approaching
Three G's I need deeply in my pocket growing
Increasing by the green sleeve and then some
Ingenious, I been this way since an infant
So distant, if you call me all you get is ring, ring
Unless you're bringing me dollars to get rich, rich
Then it's pick up, yooo, don't ask how I'm feeling
If you do, I'ma say fine but that's not real...
Til Further fucking Notice this is who I am
If you don't fuck with me, I don't fucking care
I done been in hell and I ain't coming back
If you fuck with me then, yo, be prepared
Til Further fucking Notice I'm turning down promotion
If you're not looking me up then I'm not doing enough yet
Tell everyone I'ma poet, twisted as Aleister Crowley
Wickedest man on earth but hell is where I hang out
I fell with a halo, it turned to golden horns, I'm no angel
I'm more of a ghoul, haunted and cursed, my souls a fable
Unheard of, a legend to some, especially those unstable
I let my pain grow and everyday when I wake up, I lay numb...