I’m Tired of Feeling So Insane
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I'm tired of feeling so insane
And like my thoughts will swirl around my stupid psychedelic brain
And I'm tired of letting people down
I'm sorry that I almost cried when I hung up the stupid phone
And I'm sorry that I'm scared of chemicals
It's that they really fuck me up whenever I would mess with them
And I'd like to try and be on medicine
But like every other artist, I am scared to lose my spark
But what's a spark, anyways?
I've got reactions set ablaze
And I'll lose my shit
This is the shit that I've been needing
I am trying to find purchase for the words that I've been eating
And I'm trying to describe the very worst of what I'm feeling
But it slips my mind, remind me I needed to be eating right now
I'm a reminder of a mind that isn't keeping itself
In working order and in order that is too big to tell
If all the cooks are in the kitchen, and if we'll get it out
I hope the patron doesn't mind that they'll be waiting so long
And what's a spark, anyways?
I've got reactions set ablaze
And I'll lose my collective shit over dreams that I have
I wake up dying and I'm scared that they will pull me back in
Since I was trying to be cool and then I wasn't cool
Because I made myself convinced contriving emotions are real
I am a polar bear on ice, ice caps are melting fast
I am a lying sack of shit, I didn't even get stuck
And now I'm sitting here and all that I can say is "fuck"
I wanna shower, but I feel like I've been hit by a truck
What's a truck, anyways?
I've got reactions set ablaze
And I'll lose my shit