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i killed myself but didn't die
Ezra Furman
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I killed myself but I didn't die
She crossed her heart and stuck a needle in her eye
She promised me she'll never leave me alone
She doesn't sleep she only calls me on the phone all night
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I went to school but I didn't learn
I touched the fire but I didn't feel the burn
Somehow I got desensitized to the world
I hate pop music and I hate the Duke of Earl
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I killed myself but I didn't die
Now in the hospital recovering I lie
None of the visitors can look me in the eye
They say "How are ya?" but they don't apologize, oh no
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And my mom came in she was having trouble trying to speak
She could see that her boy was some sort of freak
I killed myself but I didn't die
Now she's my baby she's the apple of my eye
She only wants a sensitive guy
And I've been in and out of my mind three times
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Thats just the way, the way I always was
I go to therapy but I don't take the drugs
I try and really look my life in the face
I think I'm learning that there's no way to escape, oh no
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And the worst part is that I didn't even really care
It's just to be or not to be and either way I'm only barely there
I killed myself but I'm still around
I think the living dead will like me better now
I'm gonna socialize I'm gonna go out more
I'll be so beautiful with nothing at the core
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