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Heart Gold

Erik Cain
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All this ice up in my veins it made my heart cold All this weight up on my shoulders got my arms swole I got addicted to the pain I got a hard soul You know I gotta rock a chain cause my heart gold Spit fire watch it smolder like it's charcoal Trudging through the rain, brain muddy like a marsh though They been waiting on my tape like my parts broke Nigga this is not no tape this an art show I face a blunt it helps me to forget to face my issues I face the blunt because it helps me to escape my mental Swear you don't know all of the places a nigga been to You don't know the situations that a nigga been through I tried to find someone to call I got no one to vent to I get to talking on these songs cause all I gots a pencil I put my art up in these songs they say I got potential "Boy don't put your heart up in these songs" You know this is just the intro Move to the city, I've been trynna find a way I've been working, I've been busy I've been trynna find a break My baby say she miss me, trynna find the time of day And my momma almost fifty she still trynna find a date If you ain't never thought about the time that it would take To get your mind straight, steady on your grind we can't relate While each success I find is watered down by my mistakes It seems to stress my mind so I've been trynna find escape See my momma had a dream of a modern family Until my stepfather leave and now it's falling all on me Now I gotta turn into the father that I need For my brothers and my sisters cause they following my lead So no, can't go ghost just like autumn do the leaves Though his hope done when ghost you know it brought him to his knees Write a note, jot it, float like a bottle in the sea I just hope that I don't choke like at the bottom of the sea So imma make it, when I say that shit just know I mean it See I've been working everyday you wouldn't know the meaning They tried to play me like I'm just another nigga dreaming Whole time I was working with my nigga scheming See imma do it for my niggas gotta let the team in Plus I got people that I love and maybe that's the reason I gotta make it just give them someone they believe in Show 'em how to get up off the ground when life gives you a beating Until then I'll be drowning in my sorrow Don't know how to cope with fear so I drowned it in a bottle I hate the taste of beer so I downed it in a swallow All my days turned to years I say I'll jot it down tomorrow It's hard to get in gear like my car broke The reason, 'cause I fear where my car go The reason for these tears, 'cause my heart broke Weight up on my shoulders got some cargo Still love you, gotta love you from afar tho I gotta tell that, to my daughter she my queen Took out some loans went to college 'Cause my daughter got some needs But now I'm always gone, and a fathers what she needs In a home in Mississippi so it's hard for me to see I'm still coughing on this weed it helps to put my mind at ease I gotta hop up on that beat, I speak my heart out I let it bleed Been trying to escape I still get caught up in the trees My daughter ask me why I couldn't find the mind to speak You know I had her at sixteen She wasn't visualizing all my dreams Now she the reason why a nigga dream And all my limitations why a nigga wanna scream And all my situations why a nigga turned a feen Lately I've been losing hope 'cause life isn't what it seems Every time I turn on the tv a brother lying in the streets I think it's time we get to lying in the streets But I'm too busy crying I can't find the time to preach And maybe that's the reason All this ice up in my veins it made my heart cold And all this weight up on my shoulders got my arms swole I got addicted to the pain I got a hard soul You know I gotta rock a chain cause my heart gold Fuck outta here The reason why this made me think about you was because Even now I know that you won't betray me You won't do anything to hurt me You wouldn't Quit disturbing my soul Can't worry 'bout you girl I got goals You don't know the places I go To chase all my dreams You don't know what that means, Do you? The world done turn your boy cold I got some secrets even you wouldn't know I know I'm gonna reap what I sow But right now I proceed Pray that god protect me Yeah So quit disturbing my soul Can't worry 'bout you girl i goals You don't know the places I go To chase all my dreams You don't that means, Do you?