Narcotic
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The lyrics present a speaker trying to let someone go, but the repeated refrain makes that decision sound uncertain rather than complete. The speaker recalls a relationship marked by tenderness and physical attraction, while also asking whether the other person will remember how it began. The mood shifts between calm acceptance and longing, as if the speaker is trying to convince themself that separation is all right.
Several images suggest the relationship has changed or become difficult to hold onto. A โveilโ can imply something hidden or avoided, while โliquid waxโ shaped and marked with cracks suggests a person or bond that is fragile and altered. The comparison to someone addicted to cocaine gives the speakerโs calling the other personโs name an urgent, compulsive quality. โNarcoticโ therefore points not only to drugs but also, perhaps, to an attachment that feels intoxicating and hard to resist.
The song does not clearly explain whether the speaker is ending a relationship, speaking to a former lover, or describing a more complicated dependence. The lines about being there for the other person sit uneasily beside the promise to let them go. That tension may be the point: the speaker wants release, yet still feels drawn back. The repeated โI think soโ makes the apparent acceptance sound hesitant.