Poem
Goonnights
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I won't forget
How your hands fit
Even if you regret it
Tell me that you won't forget me
I guess we all change with the seasons there don't have to be a reason
For the leaves to fall
Or me to call you back
This time
I'll try
Not to cry again but i'm tired
And i'm worn
And i've been right here before
(i'll try, to not cry, but i lied, i felt like shit this whole time)
Try to call you up
But I guess One year was too soon
And I know you still think about how you fucked me on your front porch
I'm sorry you never loved me
I'm sorry these lyrics are so ugly
I'm sorry I had to leave
All the times you left me calls
Begging me please
And how I ruined your life
And now your mother hates me
Sorry for calling you up
Every time that I can't breathe
And for doing all these drugs
When I promised I'd stay clean,
I really wish I could just go back
And never go inside that stupid gas station
I wish I never came over
I wish we never watched Palo Alto
And I wish I never loved you
Because
It's January 4
And you make my heart thump and my hands shake,
but how can I be content when You're in love with someone else?
seeing you type makes me feel sick,
and it's been four days and i miss the buzz of my phone shaking my
hand like how my lips were the first time we kissed,
and now i only taste you from three shots of vodka.
and once you told me that drunk words are sober thoughts,
but what if you never respond to me?
Because anything can kill you especially a girl with a freckled smile
and short curly hair,
and i may seem fine but if someone asked I'd still stutter your name.
Does my absence bother you?
or did my presence never impact you the way I thought it did?
cause you asked me to wait five minutes,
but I stayed up all fucking night,
and I hope his bed warmer than mine,
cause when he breaks your heart
I'll be here fixing my sheets for you.
And you tore me apart in an attempt to fix yourself,
And I really do hope you're doing okay,
and I hope you sleep full nights without the thought of me
constantly poisoning your brain, because here's the thing:
We were so young
And falling in love always seem like a dumb dream
But I learned a lot
And I hope you did too
Because it's January 4
And you make my heart thump and my handshake
But how can I be content when you never were?
I hope you find better in someone you can find comfort in,
Like how i found in you,
It's january forth and we are fighting,
It's march forth and im writing this poem,
It's may forth and i miss you but
you seem happy so i'll leave you alone,
It's august forth and i don't think about you everyday anymore,
It's november and i'm okay without you.
(I hope one day you let yourself out of the tomb you call your chest
and you learn how to unlock all the locks that you
built up over time and you learn to love yourself too)